Guilty-Girl-Diaries

It starts with the eyes The eyes They lock on the object of my attraction An attraction that shouldn't be A man I shouldn't like Next it travels to the throat The chest The throat goes dry, the chest gets tight Breathing stops, just for a second An eternal second It goes to the knees The knees They want to collapse and they want to run to him Both at the same time, they want it But I keep walking Afterwards it hits the mind The mind It screams, "You want him, you NEED him!" But that's not true, not at all, it never should be And never will And then the heart The heart It starts burning and aching, running too fast And i

Hayden hated his home life and how his parents wanted him to be someone he wasn't. His parents always yelled at him and grounded him, but he kept sneaking out. After they found out he was gay and hanging with other gay guys, they send him to the school. His new English teacher, Mr. Herrick, is absolutely gorgeous and most the girls at the school have crushes on him. Hayden becomes attracted to him, but Herrick seems to hate him for no particular reason. He was usually given detention for things he didn't do. But he didn't complain too much, because it meant he got to spend more time around his teacher, even though they never spoke during the